So much stress, so much pain, so much sadness, so much of everything
All I need to make it better is the 3 main medicine.
I need a drink, a smoke, and even a cut.
I Just love the feelings of the blade going across my skin,
I just love the feelings of the smoke burning my lungs,
I just love the feelings of the alcohol going down my throat into my blood with a sting.
By the time I'm all better, I'll be gone...
By: Bibi Ishmael
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To: Rohine
There's always that one girl you're crazy for
But her heart always belongs to someone more
Not a moment passes by that you don't think of her
But all you are to her is just a another crazy lover
In your mind you know she's the one for you
But in her head she's already done rejecting you
You tell her that this is meant to be
But in her mind that's a future she can never see
You try to tell her how you feel
But it's as if your feelings are concealed
You know in your mind it can never be
But your heart leads you foolishly
The heart's looking for a home
One to call its own
Because love is when 2 soul mates meet
Love is when there is a person for who your heart beats
By: Raj
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A sign
A sign is all i ask for
It's raining heavy and I'm soaked
I didn't sleep, I barely ate
My chest hurts
My heart is leaking
My arms and legs need rest
My eyes won't close
My brain won't stop revising the issue
But yet my head is still held high
I'm drowning in this puddle
I feel the fear
I feel anger
The rage is surfacing
Its slowly consuming me
I know your watching
I know your listening
So why watch me suffer
Internally, I'm not surviving
My bridge is broken
My heart ache and feels weak
I wanna scream until my forehead vains pop
I'm trying my hardest, but, I'm walking a blind path
A path I hope you follow me through to the end
A sign is all I ask for please I know you can hear me
I know your always listening to me
I know your near me
I can feel you
Help me as you always do
I don't want be leaking lies as I walk my path
I don't want to feel alone like I've always felt
Shelter me, Grandma
Wash away the dirty thoughts that's causing
This doubt to grow
Why watch me suffer
Take my hand
Show me a sign that everything will be okay
Show me a sign that my future will only be light
Show me the stars I must catch to light this path
Show me your here and you won't let go my hand
Show me that this path will take me to you
Show my dad I need him
I miss both of you!!
Written 1/7/2017 by: Rohine Persaud
Inspired song Dedication
Dreaming of you - Selena
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