Need the Harness of all

So much stress, so much pain, so much sadness, so much of everything

All I need to make it better is the 3 main medicine.

I need a drink, a smoke, and even a cut.

I Just love the feelings of the blade going across my skin,

I just love the feelings of the smoke burning my lungs,

I just love the feelings of the alcohol going down my throat into my blood with a sting.

By the time I'm all better, I'll be gone...
                                           
                                                                      By: Bibi Ishmael



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To: Rohine

There's always that one girl you're crazy for 
But her heart always belongs to someone more

Not a moment passes by that you don't think of her 
But all you are to her is just a another crazy lover

In your mind you know she's the one for you
But in her head she's already done rejecting you

You tell her that this is meant to be
But in her mind that's a future she can never see

You try to tell her how you feel
But it's as if your feelings are concealed

You know in your mind it can never be
But your heart leads you foolishly

The heart's looking for a home
One to call its own

Because love is when 2 soul mates meet
Love is when there is a person for who your heart beats

                                                                                       By: Raj



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A sign 

A sign is all i ask for
It's raining heavy and I'm soaked
I didn't sleep, I barely ate
My chest hurts
My heart is leaking
My arms and legs need rest
My eyes won't close 
My brain won't stop revising the issue
But yet my head is still held high
I'm drowning in this puddle 
I feel the fear 
I feel anger
The rage is surfacing 
Its slowly consuming me
I know  your watching
I know your listening 

So why watch me suffer 
Internally, I'm not surviving  
My bridge is broken
My heart ache and feels weak
I wanna scream until my forehead vains pop
I'm trying my hardest, but, I'm walking a blind path
A path I hope you follow me through to the end
A sign is all I ask for please I know you can hear me
I know your always listening to me 
I know your near me
I can feel you 

Help me as you always do
I don't want be leaking lies as I walk my path
I don't want to feel alone like I've always felt
Shelter me, Grandma
Wash away the dirty thoughts that's causing
This doubt to grow 
Why watch me suffer
Take my hand 
Show me a sign that everything will be okay
Show me a sign that my future will only be light
Show me the stars I must catch to light this path
Show me your here and you won't let go my hand
Show me that this path will take me to you
Show my dad I need him
I miss both of you!!
Written 1/7/2017 by: Rohine Persaud

Inspired song Dedication 
Dreaming of you - Selena



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